what about us?

okay, well. my life feels so crappy right now. its like. i'm being pushed to do things I dont want to do. and not allowed to do things I want to do. its really unfair. i'm trying to forget things but its so HARD. its like when I end it, I need him. and it gets harder especially when there's another chapter in the story. well. I need to forget things. so right now, i'm just going to turn the music really loud and let it sink in.