they fell like raindrops.

so there I was, at the celebration of learning thing at my school, singing one of my songs, that I dedicated to someone, and then BOOM. the waterworks started. so straight after we finished the song, I said thanks and ran off stage my tears rolling down my face. the band members that were going on next were saying it was a good performance, and one of them even patted me on my back saying it was okay. but they knew why I was crying. and knew I wasnt okay. then me and christine went to one of the rooms behind the stage and started talking. I guess I just started thinking of the guy who was jumping up and down and who screamed ' SHARON, I LOVE YOU' at rainfest. maybe thats why I started crying. or maybe, it was because I was mad at him. not for leaving, but for something else. and while I was singing I started thinking about the things we went through and when it was just us. me and him. no one else. but at that moment I realised it wasnt me and him anymore. it was just me. so anyways, I stopped crying and went to watch the other group and they were GOOD. so compared to my very dramatic ending, theirs rocked:] so i'll right another post later yeah people? Xx.