stuck in the middle of love.

when a really close friend.
has a really great boyfriend.
and you're stuck in the middle.
and have no one to run and cry to.
what would you do?

im in that position right now.

and I feel jealous.

and I shouldnt.

but I am.

they are so sweet together.

seeing them together kills me inside.

but nothing comes out.

she doesnt know how lucky she is.

that she has someone she can hold everyday.

that she knows she's safe when he's around.

that he's actually THERE.

...

its not fair.