chuck & larry.! :p

well. me and christine just got back from town after watching a movie and stuff. we meet at coffee bean at around one and we just sat there and talked. and then anthony and kevin came and then we just walked around town and stuff. the funny thing was when me and christine were buying shoes, we were in a shop full of girls. and the boys were waiting outside for the girls. but on the other hand, kevin and anthony were fooling around with the shoes. -.-' they're the type of people who cant stay still. :p anyways we went back to coffee bean to meet up with phoebe, woo, yena and this other guy( I dont remember his name) and went for a movie called chuck and larry. but we had 45 minutes before it started so kevin and the guy(?) went to go play pool so we followed them. and when finally it was almost time. so we went into the cinema and there was barely anyone there! so they played very lame music before the movie started. so me and anthony got bored so we cam whored in the middle of the cinema. and finally the movie started. It was sooo funny. and I really enjoyed it. except for the fact that anthony was laughing really loud and couldnt stay still. so I felt kind off deaf after the movie. then

KAREN HERE! theres a blackout now!haha...and the laptop is still on. so yeah...i tengah mandi when the blackout came and i just continued showering in the dark coz so geli if i go out of the shower and like yeahg...not yet finish..heh. holy moly its so hott...my daddys angry coz he is missing his football match!

okay the black out is over! -.-' okay well. I didnt take much photo's but anyways..

provebs speak the truth.

I was doing my english project suring IT and was asked to look for proverbs and found this:


Absence makes the heart grow fonder :
One usually desires another more when he or she is far away.

:)

so I havent posted in ages! gahhhh. :p anyways, on the bus. I was sitting on the bus when I realised, if I leave Kuching, i'd be leaving all those memories behind! :( and a whole lot of people behind! noo. :( well. let me tell you somethins bout my old school and tps. I was in st.3 for 6 years. and yeah. those 6 years were hell for me. people asked me for money and stuff and yeah. one girl even asked me to buy a handphone for her! crazy. and alot of them were backstabbing me but I got used to it so yah. but there were some people who made school there okay. like my dearest Lilian! I miss her to bits! oh yeah, believe it or not, christine was in st.3 too and she bullied me! :( dont ask. anyways, I was suppose to go to international but my dad asked me to go to national first in my old school Tunku Putra. So when I went to school, the only people I knew were Christine and Ms.Hazel(my autie) anyways, school was fun! I loved school so freaking much!! it was like, better than st.3 cos in st.3.. some people there are just plain.. ugh. well, some. not all. my sisters in st.3 so I wont say anything mean bout them.. :) haha. so yeah. TUNKU PUTRA HAS REALLY MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING! :p okay its like this school is a drug and im addicted.

another morning, another morning post.

okay. i'm in my mums office waiting for the bus. well, the bus is here but no ones on it. - - its been ages since I wore my glasses to school. and well, i'm wearing them now! cause I really cant be bothered to put them on after what happened yesterday: I was trying to put in my left contact on put ended up putting it in the right eye, where my right contact was in already, so I had tot ake the two of them out and figure out which on was which. so I put the wrong contact in again and had to take them out, and switch. -.-' thats how sleepy I was yesterday. you see, I havent been able to sleep for a very, very long time. it takes me ages to fall asleep. and when I wake up in the middle of the night, I cant go back to sleep. I've been having weird dreams too. its like I dont sleep alot, but I dream alot. :/ look, i'm confused too. so right now, i'm just waiting for at least zaim or nafezah to get the butt onto the bus so I can at least disturb one of them! well, usually I sit next to shibanni, but today i'll make an exception. and the people on the bus knows where the seat is but I shall not tell you. okay so i'm not going to make this post a long boring one cause i'm not in the mood. actually, there's actually no point in thelling you guys i'm not going to make this post a long one cause i'm not in the mood because I am in the mood to type crap on this post. :/ yeah. okay well, school is BORING. as in seriously. I fall asleep most of the time so I get in trouble. omg, we're getting our french test back today!! :( NOO. well, alot of us think we failed it because, alot of us didnt study. especially me! oh wells. its not as if I'm forced to speak french all my life, and I dont know one single person who speaks french well, except for mr.john. who's our french teacher. who's damn good in french. doi he comes from france. well, actually from belgium. :/ okay I realized that now the smiley I usually use now is :/. which isnt really considered a smiley cause smileys are suppose to smile. :/ see?! God. this is getting annoying. AND NO ONE IS ON THE BUS YET AN ITS ALREADY 7.11! do these people know that if you're late, you wont have a good seat and would end up sitting next to nose picking *****! I wont type the name. dont ask, i've been there before. well I'll go now cause you guys right now are reading crap. thats it, move your mouse to the exit button. and say bye to my blog.

if you're still reading until here then you just dont follow instructions propely.

kyle patrick

OH MY GOD. I just watched the video Jenny from the click 5 and the lead singer is soooooooo(x infinity + 6) hot. eee. I have a new addiction! move over Orlando Bloom! :]

my birthday!. part 2: way better.

love

you

guys!

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like

a

fat

kid

loves

oreo

cookies

with

that

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bit

in

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middle

to

show

I

love

you

in

that

special

place inside!

internet addict. shit.

okay. i'm in my mums office and I'm waiting for the bus. I just realised something. Im on the computer 24/7. :/ mkay, it is NOT my fault! right? :( okay well. I'll go and play with the paper clips. Im that bored.

zaralicious!

well, zara's leaving soon!like very soon. crap. its going to be ages until I see her again. gah. well, I knew zara since I was in primary 1! and I remember in primary 2 she had this birthday party, and I pushed her into the pool and she criiieeeddd! :p zara is very hot, and veryyy sweet. and yeah. I KNOW WHO SHE LIKEEESSSS. and he lives in kuching so I can go tell him her embarrasing stories and shit. :p I promise when you come back or if I go to KL we'll cam whore more!! Love you!

woopeee

well, in less than 24 hours, i'll be thirteen. yay? :/ So lets look at how my life turned out..

I was born on the 21st of September 1994. and was tortured by my sister karen.
this was when I was 10 believe it or not. I look the same dont I?

and this is how I turned out..

well, I usually like birthdays but this year..

I dont know.

I dont feel the birthday mood I usually feel.

So.

I dont know.

But its okay.

Cause I'll go to school tomorrow,

Not only as a teenager,

But with a smile on my face.

Even though somethings missing.

kapow.

haha. okay well, school was weird today. :/ well, school started out normal as usual. I got to class late, found that my desk gave birth again(its full of my papers, combs, clips, rubberbands etc. GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE IS IN THERE)and everysingle thing fell out -_-', norma's zip was open, my hair went crazy, andy was swearing, zaim was playing heavy metal on his phone, rahim was moaning najs name(dont ask!) and I think thats it. but anyways, I NEARLY BROKE MY NOSE AGAIN. well, christine got an infection cause of the scabs on her leg cause of me. :( ITS NOT MY FAULT! I DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS STANDING THERE!(we were playing netball but thats a different story) and she was wearing pants to cover it up. and she was sitting down, and I was wondering why all the boys were staring at her back. So, I sensed something was wrong, so I went to check. and her tshirt was up from behind and her pants were kind off low. So I pulled her shirt down but then KAPOW. she screamed(drama queen) and banged her head on my NOSE. and yeah. It was really red. so I looked like rudolph the red nose reindeer for a while.:( anyways after that, I kind off threw christines pen drive into the rubbish bin.. :p cause I was feeling very down so both of us went to the canteen, bought watermelon and these cheese crackers, sat down and ate. we were also listening to the songs on my ipod. and there we were, looking very VERY pathetic, eating cheese crackers and watermelon. and we needed to go back to class cause christine had the key and she needed to open the door for my class. So we were walking out of canteen when I had one of my blur moments. there was this song playing in my head and I dont think I was functioning propely. So I was carrying my ipod and christines thumbdrive in my right hand along with our rubbish and I was going to throw it into the rubbish bin on my left but in the end, I threw the rubbish along with the thumbdrive but I managed not to throw my ipod. :p and christine made me take her thumbdrive out and I SWEAR there was something wet in there. and I know it wasnt water. NASTY. -_-'

reply to christines post.

take it slow.

Sometimes I feel like i'm moving on to fast I cant catch up. And sometimes, when I finally catch up, I slow down.

freaks.

she hated how she looked in this one.
so she edited it! do we look the same?!
:]
: *

OH MY GOD. its been ages since I went out! and yeah. going out was a good idea. I really needed to relax for a while. so eain and I went to toms for dinner and awien was suppose to come but couldnt so it was just the both of us. and we talked and decided to go to bings for browniess. but there was emo music everywhere so we both decided to go to my place and just chill. so we got to my place, cam whored and talked moree. alot of people just judge eain easily *ehems* and its really crazy cause she's one of the most sweetest girls I know!
Lets do this more often okay sweets? :] Xx.

Okay, well, I was in a really really REALLY bad mood yesterday. as in really. If you were with me yesterday, you would run away screaming 'MUMMMYYYY!!'. = = thats how bad I was. I dont know why. :( I think it was because I had nothing to do. And because I wasnt feeling to well. Like I felt like punching something but whenever I moved I felt like my brain was moving side to side. And now I have a tummy ache. And I have P.E today. But I cant skip it cause Mr.John would just send me home if I said I had a tummy ache. :( And I want to stay in school. UGH. I really feel like killing the stupid fax machine next to the com(i'm in my mums office) cause it's making these beep beep beep beep beep noises. my GOD. I shall off it. Okay, I just did. Oh crap. I think it was beeping for a reason. like an important fax was coming.. :( Lordy. AH. I will blog later. I want to go unplug the machine. Tata.

a typical day in tunku putra.

aiyaya! school was fun today! :] even though christine wasnt there. :( anyways, I hanged out with the fab 4(pu3, norma, aina & nina, excluding hazieqah who's in KL) and we had funn! we went to the KHB workshop and started playing in the field. putri and I started acting like idiots skipping around and spinning in circles then trying to walk in a straight line! but after that we had our siviks test and couldnt stop laughing. - - and after that, we went for IT and we were all scared cause we painted out nails and if ms.tracy found out.. dum dum dumm. but we didnt get caught! :p and after that we had library and putri got a book called mens life or something like that and we started learning about 'men'. ahh. lol. and when we came out of the library, MY GOD IT WAS RAINING LIKE MAD. so putri and I, skipped down the hall, not minding how soaked we were. and we started running in the rain! I was soaked. But it was fun. :] And its rauths first day of school! so I know he'll do well! Well, I'll blog laterr.

Xx. Sharon

where's the other half?

how can you mend a broken heart when the pieces are missing?

a sign!

oh my God. I just found out something really really freaky! my birthday is on World Peace Day. Get it? PEACE? nevermind.:p anyways, its a sign!

say goodbye- Jordan Smith & Deborah Gibson

oh holy! I really cant get this song out of my head. ahh.

and if you need me then tell me why.

ahh

screw.

anak adi rurum!

if we dont perform next year,

i'll go crazy.

= =

where'd you go?

I wanted to get away for a reason. To forget.

And I ended up being my usual sad self.

RAINFESTTT!!

oh my GOD. I just watched the rainfest thingy on channel V! and our group was interviewed but KAREN hogged the mic! ah. but anyways, that was my 8 seconds of fame! and yeah, I'm going to get the original clipping of my performance, so whoever wants to see it, give me a call! :] but seriously, when I watched the black umfolosy(dont know how to spell it) singing in the jungle, a tear rolled down my cheek. those were memories. and the throat singing. but especially the quan ta na mera song. I miss rainfest. and what happened. I'm coming next year no MATTER WHAT!

sigh..

I really thought you would change. not for my sake. but for YOURS.

afraid

why am I so afraid?
to break down, and lose my heart again?
I dont know,
I cant see.
whats.
come.
over.
me.

beware of the killer sewing machine. = =

okay, so school was sooo boring today cause there was basically nothing to do except to read magazines behind your geo text book(christines idea- NOT MINE!) so anyways, I was in a REALLY bad mood today, and started annoying christine by punching her elbow. and we both ended up slapping and hurting each other while putri started singing:

spider pig,

spider pig,

does whatever a spider does!

can he swing from a web?

no he cant

he's a pig

look ouuuuuut

he's the spider pig!.

= = very annoying. so anyways, for KH(living skills) we were asked to sew. SEW. out of all things, why something i'm really bad at?! so anyways, we used a really ugly sewing machine and when it was my turn..

*aina spins the wheel*

putri: SHARON! pedal!

christine: hurry before it stops!

me: DONT EXPECT ME TO PEDAL FAST!

I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BIKE!

christine: hahahahahahaha

*putri does the same*

aina: push sharon! push!

christine: yeah! push!

purtri: yeah! pu-

me: OH SHUT UP.

that was quite a work out:p. but I got a B for it anyways. :] i'll blog later. right now, blogging seems like writing an essay*hates*

Xx.

ahhhh!

I miss school. but i'll be there in an hour or so. thats how early I am for the bus. so here I am, sitting in my mums office, trying not to be bored. okay. I'll count to a hundred and see if anything happens by then.

.....in french.

okay so I did, but I cheated by using my french book. - - okay, so i'm still sitting in my mums office, trying not to be bored. ohhh I know what to do!

oh my GOD. my tongue hurts. I was trying to touch my nose with my tongue. :(

soulmate-natasha bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though'cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do

You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable

Is already in my life?

Right in front of me

Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

How do I find the perfect fit?

There's enough for everyone

But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

what about us?

okay, well. my life feels so crappy right now. its like. i'm being pushed to do things I dont want to do. and not allowed to do things I want to do. its really unfair. i'm trying to forget things but its so HARD. its like when I end it, I need him. and it gets harder especially when there's another chapter in the story. well. I need to forget things. so right now, i'm just going to turn the music really loud and let it sink in.

thirsty?

trying to explain how I feel about a certain boy, is trying to explain how water tastes like. COMPLETLY IMPOSSIBLE.

they fell like raindrops.

so there I was, at the celebration of learning thing at my school, singing one of my songs, that I dedicated to someone, and then BOOM. the waterworks started. so straight after we finished the song, I said thanks and ran off stage my tears rolling down my face. the band members that were going on next were saying it was a good performance, and one of them even patted me on my back saying it was okay. but they knew why I was crying. and knew I wasnt okay. then me and christine went to one of the rooms behind the stage and started talking. I guess I just started thinking of the guy who was jumping up and down and who screamed ' SHARON, I LOVE YOU' at rainfest. maybe thats why I started crying. or maybe, it was because I was mad at him. not for leaving, but for something else. and while I was singing I started thinking about the things we went through and when it was just us. me and him. no one else. but at that moment I realised it wasnt me and him anymore. it was just me. so anyways, I stopped crying and went to watch the other group and they were GOOD. so compared to my very dramatic ending, theirs rocked:] so i'll right another post later yeah people? Xx.

sonia!

happy birthdayy soniaaa! I love youuuuuu sweetie!

happy birthday to youuu

oh my god. after reading rauths post about his mum, ruran and I having our birthdays on friday and on the same month is kinda freaky. is it a sign? i'm asking myself that too! so thanks for remembering! and I prommiisssee i'll send you a gift on your birthday.. oh and just in case everyone else forgets...

Rauths birthdayy is on the 8th of October!

haha. bye peopleee! muahs.

stuck in the middle of love.

when a really close friend.
has a really great boyfriend.
and you're stuck in the middle.
and have no one to run and cry to.
what would you do?

im in that position right now.

and I feel jealous.

and I shouldnt.

but I am.

they are so sweet together.

seeing them together kills me inside.

but nothing comes out.

she doesnt know how lucky she is.

that she has someone she can hold everyday.

that she knows she's safe when he's around.

that he's actually THERE.

...

its not fair.

?

I miss seeing you walking to the bus.

ow

I just fell. badly. just wanted to share that with you guys! :)

it hurts.

alot.

I hope I dont die.

p.s: my internet is acting wacko so thats why I havent been online for a while.

boo misses nut.

karens tongues LONG

Karens forcing me to update my blog. She's like

people read your blog a hundred times a day

everyone updates except you

sharon help!my tongues stuck in the bottle!

Karen was sticking her tongue into the bottle and it got stuck. she does alot of stupid things. and she's glaring at me now. karen is the type of girl who can scare you off with her smile.

rauth is getting his interview done today!

and I know he'll do well.

:]