oh mother

mummys being mummyish.

the bus drivers worst enemy. FEAR ME

weeee.
being in my mums office alone ROCKS.

1. because no one's there to scold you if you take of your shoes
2. no ones there to see you spoil the speaker for the computer
3. i get to be naughty. :)

today, well. I got a ring from a guy who is either totally in love with me or is desperate for a girlfriend. = =
(I shall not reveal his name. I'm not that mean)

oh and before that.. I had to scream at the stupid bus driver to wait for Rauth who apparently 'missed' the bus. thank GOD there werent much people on the bus as some were on their class trip. so in the end the bus driver got fed up cause we were waiting for about 10 minutes and closed the bus door. = = so THATS how much I love you.

and just so you know I was sitting all by myself. :( you're mean.

tonight I have a choice either to go watch the simpsons movie with karen, morgan and wawa, or go to putris mummys birthday to sing. hmmm.

*thinks*

oh what the hell. who can turn down the simpsons?

and thats why sharon's sad.

Its almost August. Time flew by so fast. I just cant stand the fact that I may never see this person again. Things will never be the same. and no other guy would do the things he did for me. I was so stupid to think the guys I knew before him would do so much for me cause in the end I just got hurt. And for the last few months I was a complete idiot cause I was just thinking about myself and I didnt know how all of that effected him. Thats why if Karen didnt talk to me the other night, I dont know what would have happenend. I dont know if I'll love someone else as much as I love this person. And he really deserves much better. He was always there for me even when no one else wanted to help. I dont smile as much as I did before cause I keep on thinking about how much time we have left together and that I'm an idiot for wasting it. In a few more weeks, i'll be worse than this. I'm just wondering how long it'll take for me to forget him. I dont know if I would. he has to go and I cant change that. Its going to be hell for me when he leaves. I'm going to be on my own. AGAIN.

rainfest went buh bye

finally! i havent blogged in ages. -_-' I MISS RAINFEST! :( sobs. it was anak adiks last performance there. :( well.. at rainfest.. friday sucked alot for me cause I had a huge fight wiTH rauth and I cried so much that night. saturday was good. but then on sunday.. AHH. panic night. our performance wasnt THAT bad. :) allthough there was one head bobbing up and down in the crowd. -_-' MONDAY MORNING WAS THE BEST! :) i'm gonna miss all of this.. :(

beware of the virus

Ima walking virus. -__-'

missing you.

Why am I with someone?
Whose love for me wasn’t meant to be?

Why am I depending on only one?
Who wont always be there for me?

I'm letting it fall, cant you hear my cries?
I think I should leave it, for the final goodbye.

I need some time to let out whats inside,
But unfortunately, time isnt on my side.

I'm wasting to much time, you need to know,
If I could, I would never let you go.

I love you and the times we had together,
But I think you know, it wont last forever.